LOVEDARKPASSION

Its been awhile

2011-04-20T20:29:00.000-05:00

LOVE&Passion and everything that comes with it.
Im still here.

max is comming

2009-09-07T01:47:00.002-05:00

LOVE&Passion and everything that comes with it.
crazy max is comming to dj

A wedding in the mix

2007-08-20T03:24:00.000-05:00

LOVE&Passion and everything that comes with it.Nicole Richie is getting married-wow. I wonder what type of parent she will be is she better than Britney Spears? who will know, only time can tell. I am happy for her she is my favorite wild child. I think the baby will give her joy. Babies bring joy.

Joel Madden reportedly popped the question to Nicole Richie on Thursday, after hinting earlier in the week that he would propose. The reality star and the Good Charlotte frontman are expecting their first child together.

photo by Ronald Asadorian/Splash News - August 15, 2007
etter than Britaney wmmm, who will know.

Gangsta of Darkness-New novel

2007-08-20T02:45:00.000-05:00

Love me

2007-08-20T02:36:00.000-05:00

LOVE&Passion and everything that comes with it. I am ok and I am a live I promise. Please do not send the cops on me. Dont take this as a promotion to hurt your self either. I am a writer and this is how I express my self. Thanks

Have you ever been so lonley that you just want to give up. have you ever felt so angry that you felt the world is brutally beating you up. have you ever felt like you just needed love to pull you up. Love me, touch me, feel my heart beat threw the air. Oh what the hell you never really knew i was there. Its cold i am alone, and now i am on my own , its so lonely. i want you to love me. who cares-i am dead now.Yes dead, my wrists are cut and dried out from the veins. My heart is filled with more pain. Why,why couldnt you just Love me.

Suicide cronicals-exclusive writings.

Spicegirls Reunite

2007-07-01T08:55:00.000-05:00

LOVE&Passion and everything that comes with it.

The Spice Girls are getting back together isnt that great. It is for me im a fan.

Dont interrupt my

2007-07-01T03:48:00.000-05:00

LOVE&Passion and everything that comes with it.

Don’t Interrupt My Suicide July 1, 2007
(Thoughts rushing out of my heart and flowing on to an edge of a blade, I feel like the edge of a razor blade.)-LOVEDARKPASSION

I have always had feelings on how I want my ending to be. When I say my ending I mean my death. I have thought about death since I was about 4. My dog Bullet died. I didn’t understand why he died or what caused it. Then I realized he wasn’t coming back. He didn’t come back because my family put him to sleep. I woke up from a dream remembering this about my dog when I was 7. I guess when you have tons of people around you dieing you get flash backs to those little things. My father died when I was almost 7, his death triggered the memory of Bullet.
The sad thing about this is Bullet was my dog; he became ill with a worm, that’s why my mom put him to sleep. She didn’t want him to suffer, neither does or did I. I miss Bullet now and I really missed him then. My father on the other hand I never missed. I felt more sad for my dog then my own father. My father I never knew. I remember my mother making me go to the funeral. I didn’t want to attend because I didn’t know him and half of the other people there. But I didn’t get a say so .I was only 7. My dad’s funeral was packed; they didn’t have a seat for me or my mother. I remember the funeral director pulling up a cold metal chair so I could sit up front, up front where the dead body was. It rained like cats and dogs that whole week, my father couldn’t be buried that day. They waited for the next day to do it, I didn’t go at all. To this day I don’t know where my father is buried and you want to know something I don’t give a damn to know. He was never around when I was younger, just my dog Bullet. You know they always say a dog is a mans best friend, but they are wrong the dog was my best friend. And I am definitely not a man.
I often wondered if my dad would have been around more if I was boy or a horse. You know the old cliché about men and there sons. So I cant help to think. He loved horses so if I was a horse would he have stuck around? Or would he still have abandoned me. My mom put Bullet to peace because he was ill, my heart is ill I want to rest. My heart is filled with raging steam against my dad. It hurts its just like having worms. Again Bullet was hurting, he is dead. I often want to be euthanized like him. Maybe when the time is right I will execute my ending on my own terms.
I want my ending to be really peaceful. This is why I am getting the steam out of my heart. I don’t love my dad like a daughter should, why? I don’t know him how can you love something you don’t know. I love God; I haven’t seen God in a physical since, but in a spiritual since. I love my mom because the bible says so. I like my dad because God would want me to. Love him I cant, I just like.

(Don’t interrupt my suicide)-Pre thoughts
Come back to hear the rest of my dark hidden thoughts. Exclusive Writings

LoveDarkPassion©

2007-02-09T01:27:00.000-06:00

Come In Closer - Live

2007-02-02T12:17:00.000-06:00

Blue October Razorblade Live

I love this band and this song. so I wanted to share.Some times I feel like the intensity of the edge of a blade.

2007-02-02T11:33:00.000-06:00

Blue October - Black Orchid

I wanted to putthis song up because I like the tone to it. I am a new fan of Blue October.A fan got me into their music. I like the tone and texture of thier music. Its so mind gagling. The lyrics and beats from this group is just so amazing. I hope they get nominated for a grammey or something. I know I just have a small website and group, but a least my fans have good taste in music.

2007-02-01T02:21:00.001-06:00

Red Hot Chili Peppers - Otherside

These guys are so sexy!

2007-02-01T02:21:00.000-06:00

Red Hot Chili Peppers -- Can't Stop Live

Blood and Chocolate - Trailer

2007-01-18T22:03:00.000-06:00


A teen werewolf, grieving for her father and bored with her pack mates, falls for a human.

2007-01-08T02:21:00.000-06:00

Green Day

2007-01-05T16:43:00.000-06:00

Ever Blazin'

2007-01-05T16:42:00.000-06:00

sean paul-gimme the light

He lights me up.

2007-01-05T16:29:00.000-06:00

greenday-holiday

They rock

Merry Christmas

2006-12-21T08:29:00.000-06:00

LOVE&Passion and everything that comes with it.

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year.

2006-12-21T03:22:00.000-06:00

no ordinary love

great video.

2006-12-21T02:53:00.000-06:00

Linkin Park - Breaking The Habit (live Summer Sonic Festival

I have a habbit of listening to great music.

2006-12-21T02:35:00.000-06:00

JoJo - Not that kinda girl

2006-12-21T02:14:00.000-06:00

Nelly Furtado - Maneater - Say it Right - Album Chart Show

shes great!

2006-12-21T01:55:00.000-06:00

Gwen Stefani

wind it up!

2006-12-21T01:46:00.000-06:00

Mya MadTV My love is like wo remix

Wo! mya rocks.

2006-12-21T01:41:00.000-06:00

cater 2 you

cater 2 your loved ones.

2006-12-21T01:26:00.000-06:00

loose my breathe music video

2006-12-21T01:09:00.000-06:00

Beyonce feat. Jay-Z - Crazy In Love

2006-12-20T23:54:00.000-06:00

Madonna

2006-12-20T23:49:00.000-06:00

Madonna - Express yourself VMA's '89

2006-12-20T23:35:00.000-06:00

don't tell me

2006-12-20T23:18:00.000-06:00

Madonna - Lucky Star

2006-12-20T23:08:00.000-06:00

Madonna - Take A Bow

2006-12-20T22:46:00.000-06:00

dont bother

2006-12-20T22:36:00.000-06:00

Salt-N-Pepa - VMA Medley Performance

They still are the bomb.

2006-12-20T22:33:00.000-06:00

La Tortura - MTV 5 STAR SHAKIRA

2006-12-20T22:24:00.000-06:00

shakira

2006-12-20T22:19:00.000-06:00

Fat Joe - Lean Back

2006-12-20T22:14:00.000-06:00

Jennifer Lopez - Get Right

2006-12-20T22:03:00.000-06:00

Beyonce - Irreplaceable

smashing pumpkins - today

2006-12-08T23:06:00.000-06:00


smashing pumpkins today

smashing pumpkins - stand inside your love

2006-12-08T22:44:00.000-06:00


smashing pumpkins stand inside your love

Smashing Pumpkins Live

2006-12-08T22:37:00.000-06:00


Smashing Pumpkins performing Perfect on Saturday Night Live. Download more free videos at http://www.ddvideos.com

smashing pumpkins - ava adore

2006-12-08T22:22:00.000-06:00


smashing pumpkins ava adore one of my favorite groups and songs.

Smashing Pumpkins Bullet With Butterfly Wings Live SNL

2006-12-08T21:14:00.000-06:00


Smashing Pumpkins Bullet With Butterfly Wings Live SNL Saturday Night Live QOTSA

smashing pumpkins - thirty three

2006-12-08T19:44:00.000-06:00


smashing pumpkins thirty three I love this song.

DarkLove

2006-09-28T21:26:00.000-05:00

LOVE&Passion and everything that comes with it.

Hey as some of you all know I help moderate the Love&passion Dark Novel section, well good news LoveDarkPassion is going to post a whole gothic section just for the NightLifers.

U. F.O. Topic starter

2006-09-16T22:10:00.000-05:00

LOVE&Passion and everything that comes with it.

This weeks topic at the writing click UfOs
Do yall believe in UFOs well tell me about on my comment page or on my web page and on my group site i will talk something similar on my 360 blog too. so share your E.T. momments with me and the rest of the world.

Poem from the Internet

2006-09-16T21:45:00.000-05:00

I found this poem and this photo on the internet I thought whommmmm how interesting.

Vampire Nation

2006-09-16T21:42:00.000-05:00

I know there are vampires around but I wander do they go threw the same persecutions as we do in society?

NightDogs

2006-09-16T21:07:00.000-05:00

For those of you who keep asking me about NightDogs.

Night Dogs are a group of people who experince therian syndrome.Basically what it is we have werecreature instincts.Like some people have a surge of energy from the moon,some get hightened aggressive manners.People experience food cravings,even forraw meat and blood .Its more to it than this. I wil not explain it all to you ,because people have mixed emotions about us.Some people want to hurt us,some want to expose us for their own selfish game. We have a club and some other private groups. We offer support and we offer an intrests to those who are curious of us. I am a spokes person for a couple of groups. And yes there are members around the world. How did we come about this discovery, well its been around for years. We have a finding out of Africa. The legend is a tribe from africa prayed to a god for protection and for help to find food. Well the god sent a spirit in the form of a man that was half dog and human.This man protected the people from other animals and enemies.Legend goes that this man married several weoman and had children.The people took on the ways of the spirit and the children carried the way of the spirit.The spirit was called Dog Of Night (aka NightDogs) the original spirit was the God of Dogs. The spirit came out at night to warn off enemies and to protect the tribe.The spirit was also known for light sensativity.It hunted food and stood watch like a guard dog.The people named it DOG OF NIGT.Well as time changed the people moved off and the tribe was captured by a bigger tribe.The people of the nightdog spirit kept there ways.They picked up the rituals of hunting, copulating,eating and movement.As slavery came about the ways spread threw from country to family to people.Europe has sightings of these therian werecreatures in their books.Africa has proof of this and so do the Native Americans. Some call us Lycans some call us just freaks. But we dont change our skin we are human.Duh! we just have instincts that are stronger, like smell taste. Some of my friends feel paw like sensations and and extra hair, sensativitey to emotions during moon phases, hunger of certain foods, some times food has no feeling. We become more sexual. We carry the way of the NIGHTDOG. We are normal people just like any one else.We are all colors,races,religions,sexes. We hold normal jobs we live in your communities. We just want to be our selfs.I dont talk about it with certain people because they dont understand about it. If you still want to know more about it email me or join the group. We are a welcomeing society.

Is there other legends than this? "YES" there are some in Europe,Mexico,Canada,America,Africa. I have herd of some research from China but there is another calling of the terms. And Like I said we dont morf out of our skins like the photo above that is just Hollywood talk.

I speak for my self and I speak for the NightDogs,Dogs of night.
LOVEDARKPASSION

Opening Up

2006-09-16T20:53:00.000-05:00

I am so glad I met so many people threw out my life.I was once one of those girls who judged people by the way they looked or acted and who they hung out with. But I am not that girl any more. I am not a gothic person, but I love the life style, I am not a vampire but I do have friends who are vampires.I am not gay but I have friends who are gay. I am not an athiest but I have friends who are that way. The whole point I am trying to make is I am an open person I love meeting and talking to new people. I am a better person for this.

Am I A Christian? Yes I am, I love all of gods people.I dont reject my lord and savior, I never will. But I will pray for those who are not at this content of their lifes. Call me a hiprocrit i fyou want because of the people I hang out with. But I know that God has put us together for a reason. I think it is for me to show those who criticise christianity the love and joy thats in it.

I dont talk about my family much I try to keep them private but I am blessed to have love and many friends of all walks of life in my heart.

Wicked Mojo

2006-09-16T20:46:00.000-05:00

Wicked Mojo is new story I am writing about on my website LOVE&Passion.I want to explore my darkside alittle more. I am changing into a new weoman. As I am growing so is my audiance.It doesnt mean that I will leave my old life behind its just that I am changing into a new butterfly. I am opend minded like I said. I have many depts to me and many new phases that occur. some people say I am weird and stupid. But I say to them got to Hell. I am weird and I am crazy in a good way, but I am not stupid. So hang with me on a rollar coster ride threw my life , I promise to leave your head spinning. www.lovedarkpassion.com

LOVEDARKPASSION

Night Mood sept16,2006

2006-09-16T20:39:00.000-05:00

I feel like being totally wild and unpredictable tonight. I am having so many wierd cravings and so much energy is rushing threw me right now. Well any ways I havnt spotted the moon from where I am.I am literllay like a dog in heat. I cant think I cant sleep i cant concentrate. I know you all think I am totally weird for acting this way but I cant help it. Its in my blood.

Well the picture is just a symbol of my personality for right now who knows what it will be tomorow.

Houl for me
LOVEDARKPASSION

Love&passion

2006-09-16T20:37:00.000-05:00

LOVE&Passion and everything that comes with it.

Its a whole new year for the Love&passion website I will put out new stories that people will be shocked by.

All about LoveDarkPassion

2006-08-22T07:58:00.000-05:00

Hey my name is LOVEDARKPASSION im 23 yrs old.I was born January9,1983 near the ocean in Texas. Im a full time student in college. I basically took my hobbie to a new level and stated a website called Love&passion its a web soap. I put poems up from me and friends and other writers. I want to write movies and other stuff. I have several groups on the web i have them on yahoo-google and my buddy zone and one that i have kond of negeleted on myspace. I am a total blog junkie i dont know why.Well i guess i can tell you how i got my name. LoveDarkPassion is my writing name its unique like me and catchey. And Im sorry folks its not a porn name. The name Love comes from me i love to love,its what we need in this world to survive and its what im into on my soapopera that i write about. Love its a nice thing that humans need to coap--Dark i chose dark in my name because at times i can be dark and i am dark or a shade of mocha. I have a dark side that i love and embrace at night.Passion i chose passion as the third part because passion is my strongest emotion.My passion is writing and so i placed it in my name. When all was done LOVEDARKPASSION was born. LOVEDARKPASSION is my writing name and i love this side of me so here i am world.
My favorite things are --writing,acting,plus size modeling,chatting and blogging to people on the web.

MY THOUGHTS ON GOD

2006-08-16T09:18:00.000-05:00

MAY BE YOU WILL AGREE WITH ME MAY BE YOU WONT.

I think god is so good. I know that might sound corney to some but i have been so blessed lately in ways that you cant even imagine. i put this picture up because i think its beautiful and i wish i was there.

Links 2 me

2006-08-16T09:16:00.000-05:00

Come join my groups and view our topics that we discuss.If you have a story that you want to share my group would love to read it. Here are the links to me.

http://groups.yahoo.com/group/lovedarkpassion_writingclick

http://groups.yahoo.com/lovedarkpassion_nightlife

http://www.buddy4u.com/view/?u=lovedarkpassion

http://groups.yahoo.com/group/lovedarkpassion (adults over 18 only)

http://groups.google.com/lovedarkpassionclub

http://www.lovedarkpassion.com

http://groups.yahoo.com/group/darklovespersonalgroup

http://GROUPS.YAHOO.COM/GROUP/RAREWOLFSPACK_NIGHTDOGS http://GROUPS.YAHOO.COM/GROUP/SUPPORTFORNIGHTDOGS http://GROUPS.YAHOO.COM/GROUP/NIGHTDOGANDLOVEDARKPASSION

THE VIRGIN BLOG OF LOVEDARKPASSION

2006-08-16T08:23:00.000-05:00

To day im starting another blog.Im addicted to blogging on the web. I think this is my 6th.I have alot to say at times.Im a radical person in a good way.Im not too political but if i haft to be I will and i am one to use my firstamendment rights to free speech.I like to debate on issues its fun for me. Im a writer a ghost writer, my friends and family dont even know who I am. Well who am I you ask. I am LOVEDARKPASSION. THE owner of the soap web that is under construction of LOVE&PASSION and Every thing that comes with it. Yes thats the title I hope to have it up and going again. I have only 300 fans im excited i want to write for move studios like HBO,SHOWTIME,FOX ETC... im new to blogging and writing professionally. I misspell words all the time so forgive me. Well check out my blogs I try yo make things fun. so come explore my love,darkness,and passion.
LOVEDARKPASSION